No. 21 Stickers/More Ray Lewis
Anyone else a little thrown off by the actual sight of the sitckers on the helmets of this Dallas/Green Bay game?
Kinda makes it a little more real, even despite the thousands of words I've already written about Sean's passing.
Wanted to let you guys know that the powers that be here at The Post have me blogging my guts out for at least the next 4-5 days, including from down in Miami Monday, so this will be my priority for a while with my duties for the print edition takng a back seat. I'll continue to plug away as best I can on all fronts.
Also wanted to pass along the transcript of Ravens LB Ray Lewis's conference call today. Lewis was a mentor to Sean and spoke at length about what he is going through this week. It's pretty long, but I figured some peope out there would want to see the entire exchange, so I'll pass it on, with a assist to Camille Powell, who forwarded the text to me.
Baltimore Ravens linebacker Ray Lewis
Conference Call
November 29, 2007
RL: I'm going to be very brutally honest with all of you. Right now is a very emotional time for me because there's a lot going on. The Sean Taylor incident and all - that is really, as a man and as someone that I've kind of mentored, too, it kind of makes you reflect on life. Like I told my guys, it's not anything against the game itself, but when you have to slow down and life brings up this type of issue that you're having with Sean, it kind of takes away everything else. That's why - as far as the game - yeah, I'm going to be there to play, but emotionally I'm just really trying to get through these next couple of days. Dealing with his family, in and out and just trying to deal with a lot of issues, trying to help them out. Football is kind of on the back burner as far as this questioning and that's what I told my guys. I'm not trying to blow you off, but there's just a lot going on with me right now on this end, trying to help the situation out and trying to get over that. [I'm] staying focused on what I've got to do and just let God work and do what He does, but it's a really challenging time for me. I will tell you that because it took me back to when my roommate got killed. It's just a lot of things that brought up a lot of old wounds. I don't want to be disrespectful and do the interview, but I just... the energy to talk about something that, I'd be lying to you, trying to create something that isn't real right now because it's a very emotional time for me.
Q: Are you up for a couple of questions?
RL: I just want to make this real brief because, like I said, football has been the last thing on my mind. You guys don't even have a clue how late I've been up every night just trying to deal with all these different issues. Football, right now, is really the last thing on my mind, but I'll take one or two if we can make it quick, please.
Q: It might sound insensitive, I hope it doesn't, just based on the power of the words you just spoke to us, but what are your thoughts on Adalius [Thomas] and where that situation lies now.
RL: What situation?
Q: The back and forth between you.
RL: Guys, look, I'm totally sorry, but there's no way I can. I just lost one of my closest friends and we're talking about me and Adalius? Wow, I don't understand that and that's why I didn't want to have this conversation. I don't understand that. We're about to play the New England Patriots, I've never played against AD [Thomas]. I'm not going to play against AD. To try to relive something like that when someone loses their life and we're trying to relive gossip, I don't have energy for it. I don't have energy for it. That's what I'm trying to stay away from. If I could just play football and deal with my boy's death and get through this week, I'm good because this really shows you that's really not important if that's what everybody else wants to talk about.
Q: Is going to be tough for you to try to focus on football on Monday night?
RL: It's rough man. When you lose someone like that it isn't for play. This is a young guy who reached out to me and he was a great guy. I just can't brush it off like that without showing respect to who he was and what he stood for. I'm just going to stand my ground with that and understand that life is way more important than any game and anything else that everyone wants you to talk about. Like I said, it's just a disturbing time right now for the entire human family, but when you're as close as I was to him it kind of hits you. Everything else, I'm kind of separated from.
Q: Do you think Sean [Taylor] was misunderstood in the way that he had been portrayed in the media?
RL: Of course, of course. The sad part about every incident, you bring up all of this old stuff in its past and he's the one that's been victimized. He's the one that somebody came in and did something to him and people have the nerve to pull up this guy's past. That's disturbing. That's disturbing when you see a young guy that pure [who] found himself in some rough situations, or whatever. But when you see the media pull up his rap sheet and things that he's been through. I don't see where there is respect in that. I think he was totally misunderstood and, definitely, the way a lot of people are trying to bring up this old stuff is just frustrating. It's frustrating to know that a young kid at 24-years old is gone and there is no more Sean Taylor and that guy came from my school, that guy I watched, that guy I raised. Misunderstood, I think, is kind of an understatement.
Q: Do you plan to do anything special to honor Sean's memory on Monday?
RL: Yeah, I mean not just Monday. Every day I've been reading different scriptures just to keep my motivation going and just keep his spirit alive - pretty much the same thing I'd done when my roommate got killed, things like that. It removes you totally from the world's expectations and it shows you that life is really real. Life is really real and we only get one. Sean isn't coming back. Sean isn't coming back and that's the thing, for me, is just holding his memory and isolating myself and saying, "God, you know what? If I have been selfish in a lot of things that I've done. If I've been selfish about winning and losing, if I've been selfish about anything Father, forgive me. Forgive me because you've shown me that people have bigger problems than I could ever have." And when Sean... when this hit home, there's no way I can explain it, I want to, guys, but there's no way I can explain it outside out of just trying to keep myself together and just keep on moving on. Life brings a lot of hurdles and some of them you can't go around. Some hurdles you have to go through and this is one I've got to go through and this too shall pass. Everything will take care of itself.
Q: You said that Sean had sought you out, can you kind of clue us in as to when that was?
RL: It's been for years. That's what I'm saying, it's not just Sean. This has been numerous times. No matter where I've seen him, he always knew he could reach out to me for whatever reason. It's not just Sean, but numerous guys who call me for whatever, advice. You get attached to these kids very quickly. You look at them as one of your own, young kids like Ed Reed or Willis McGahee and the young kids who came up under me. I was the older guy so it was my thing to take these guys up under my wing and try to lead them and show them the right things. But when you lose one of your youngsters like that, you have to take a step back yourself to say, "What's important? What important right now in my life?" And what's important is now educating these young kids to let them know that the world isn't as sad as we think it is, sometimes... be careful. That where I'm at with this Sean thing and me really being there for him and things like that and try to let everything go smooth, get over this week and, hopefully, God brings a lot of peace around, not only me, but his family and the Hurricane family and we can move on from there.
Q: How hard is it to walk away from your past? I mean, the way a lot of young football players grow up and it's just black men targeting black men...
RL: I think the thing that everybody keeps missing is that it's not the hard part walking away, the hard part is that they've got you in this fish bowl so no matter what you do, your contract is in the paper, everything is always publicized. You're in a fish bowl so, ultimately; whether it comes sooner or later someone is going to get whatever... Is it hard to walk away from your past? I just think a lot of things that this business creates keeps your past around. Your business isn't your business. I don't walk around the locker room and show off my paycheck stub with everybody because that's my business. That's me and my wife's business so why should all of that be publicized to the world? Because if it does, I tell you, it only creates and opens up things, crazy stuff like this happening so getting away from your past is one thing once you've forgotten about it, but then you realize it isn't you that keeps up with your past, it's everybody else that wants to keep your past going.
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Posted by: choliver01 | November 29, 2007 10:00 PM
Wow, blogs take precedence to print for the beat writer of the Post. Impressive.
Haven't had time to express more comments about all of this, but I have been reading everyone else's. Obviously, JLaC, Cindy, and co. have done a great job with coverage, and they deserve a ton of thanks and gratitude. But the comments up here have been for the most part very classy and dignified. For that, everyone who is a reader and commenter of this blog also deserve our gratitude.
Clearly, the immediate and extended families have had a difficult time with all of this. But so have the fans. For some of us, Sean touched us personally either in-person or through his play and/or demeanor, and for those folks, the grief is very real and palpable. For others, Sean's death (as with most celebrities who we will never meet) is a parable for our own lives, typically lived in the valleys and hills of redemption and sin. For them (us), Sean's death represents all of the lost chances, chances at hand, and chances to come to change our lives for the better.
We may never know the true culprits or cause for Sean's death, but his death can teach us all a lesson depending on how we interpret it. To some, it may be that who you associate with has a profound effect on your life (as Dorf taught his classroom of kids). To others, it may be that no matter the depths of our own sins, we can always choose to redeem ourselves, and that such a choice is within our own abilities. To still others, it could be a belief that the world isn't going to give you anything, and that every day could be your last and you should live your life accordingly.
To me, personally, seeing the outpouring of love and affection for Sean, what I've taken out of this is that it's never too late to live a good and noble life, that your past transgressions will be forgiven so long as your last breaths are lived with the love of your family, friends, and fellow man in your heart.
Posted by: PDiddy | November 29, 2007 10:02 PM
And I also have to say that the League's efforts to honor Sean are very touching. We all know the League is a fraternity of closely associated players. But the #21 decals are very, very touching.
Posted by: PDiddy | November 29, 2007 10:05 PM
JLC - Thanks for honest, accurate reporting. Whatever your opinions about how this man lived his life, you have done the respectful thing in keeping them to yourself at this difficult time. As choliver01 said, you've been my number one source of information and I'm glad that you're there reporting for all of us.
the stickers - totally surreal. But at the same time, it was actually nice to see football being played. We all know that Sean loved it. And as much as Deion Sanders annoys me, I definitely noticed that he was the only member of the NFLnetwork crew wearing the sticker. Good Show.
Posted by: ilsallaslo | November 29, 2007 10:20 PM
Jason, you've been a fantastic source of information for me. I appreciate all the reporting and writing you've been doing over the past few days. Like others, I grew up in the DC area, but I live in the San Francisco area now. It's not being covered in the local papers anything like what you're doing. So you're the number one stop for news on both Sean Taylor and the Redskins in general. Keep up the excellent work.
Posted by: deannaizme | November 29, 2007 10:26 PM
I live in the Dallas area and the Cowboys and their fans have been completely classy about ST. And of course it's an honor to Sean that NFL players are wearing his number. Yet it is still so odd to see Sean's number adorning Cowboy helmets -- particularly TO and Romo.
Posted by: scottj | November 29, 2007 10:36 PM
JLC I'm not going to lie this blog has been something I have used to help me with my grieving process. I am a big Sean Taylor fan, been one ever since he has been with the U. I was a huge Miami fan and Redskins fan and when the redskins drafted him I was like this is a dream come true. My favorite college player is now coming to my favorite professional team. Now all I find myself doing is sitting around wondering why...why his life had to end this way. The more I read your blog and I compare it to the bs that's getting spread amongst all the major national networks...I just want to thank you for giving us the opportunity to know who the real SdotTaylor is. I mean I know this has to be hard for you because I'm reading your blog 3 to 4 times a day and everytime I hear one of Sean's teammates or a family member quoted it brings me to tears. I just want to thank you for sharing this with us...it means so much...I don't know what the skins will do Sunday and frankly it really doesn't matter for me the season ended Tuesday morning when I woke up to this horrible news. I'm just glad to know that Redskins nation is so caring and although Sean is not here anymore he will never be forgotten.
Posted by: lil_rj1 | November 29, 2007 10:37 PM
I want to send out props to JLC - Definitely has been the #1 go to source for information and has shown respect to Sean Taylor, the Redskins and their fans. Thank you and it is greatly appreciated. Keep it up. R.I.P. Sean Taylor #21
Posted by: tvalado | November 29, 2007 10:39 PM
i second deanaizme. coverage in Fort Worth has been very limited. your coverage has been first class. thank you.
Posted by: scottj | November 29, 2007 10:39 PM
I love that the Cowboys (and the whole League) has honored Sean in such a classy fashion.
But I'm still allowed to hate the Cowboys, right? :-)
Posted by: PDiddy | November 29, 2007 10:58 PM
Posted by: lil_rj1 | November 29, 2007 10:37 PM
Well said man. I'm a Miami and Skins fan and have felt the same way all week. It is hard to even care about football as a nice game is going on right now. The emotion at Fedex Sunday is gonna be awesome. I really hope we can come out with a great performance to ease some of our pain and do #21 proud.
Posted by: cdubb | November 29, 2007 10:59 PM
I'm not sure that anyone's noticed, but the Packers and Cowboys are wearing black highlight paint instead of green and blue, respectively. The colour around the G and the vertical highlight is black, and the Dallas star is black.
Classy stuff by other NFL teams. Not even just limited to the 21 decals.
Posted by: redscull | November 29, 2007 11:30 PM
The weather prediction for Sunday is kinda dismal.....cold (in the 40's) with rain and maybe even snow. Almost seems symbolic....
Posted by: Lisa | November 30, 2007 12:00 AM
Posted by: cdubb | November 29, 2007 10:59 PM
Know what you mean about the game, cdubb. Today was the first time I checked my fantasy team all week, and I usually keep up with the updates/roster moves/whatever daily. I just can't seem to get into it.
Posted by: js_edit | November 30, 2007 1:15 AM
Posted by: TheCrickets007 | November 30, 2007 3:17 AM
There is a lot of backlash coming against all the negativity surronding certain writers and talking heads of having absolutely non dignity of a dead man.
I hope this backlash lasts and may there be some reprecussions. If Wilbon has his chat on Monday, I propoes we flood the questions of him being disrespectful and too cynical before he was even dead.
How can it be one's fault if you are murdered at your house??????????????????????????????
Posted by: 4thFloor | November 30, 2007 6:02 AM
http://blog.washingtonpost.com/dcsportsbog/2007/11/colin_cowherd_on_sean_taylor.html#comments
Just in case you guys missed it.
Posted by: 4thFloor | November 30, 2007 6:21 AM
Just to let you know. America's Most Wanted calls into Elliot in the Morning every Friday and had this to say about the Sean Taylor Case.
- Miami Dade asked them not to run a story on it. Prolly cause they have something they dont want messed up.
- Burglars are normally not sloppy, which these 'burglars'were on both 'break-in's'. Leaving a knife, and confronting a homeowner, going into a house that is occupied etc... leaving two witnesses.
They say whoever it was had to have known whose house it was.
So basically they think he was targeted. And they even gave a shout out to WAPO for the head story on the skins page.
Antrel Rolle, have you called Miami Dade PD yet?
Posted by: Zebraskins | November 30, 2007 7:22 AM
I'm not sure that anyone's noticed, but the Packers and Cowboys are wearing black highlight paint instead of green and blue, respectively. The colour around the G and the vertical highlight is black, and the Dallas star is black.
Classy stuff by other NFL teams. Not even just limited to the 21 decals.
Posted by: redscull | November 29, 2007 11:30 PM
Dude, your TV is messed up. I know you might be trying to look for comfort but the outline was green and the star was blue.
Anyone else think Ray Lewis is a really selfish dude and just said all this to bring more media around him?
"No matter where I've seen him, he always knew he could reach out to me for whatever reason. It's not just Sean, but numerous guys who call me for whatever, advice."
Really Ray? Now isn't the time for you to be tooting your own horn.
Posted by: jdixon35 | November 30, 2007 7:47 AM
Did anyone see the moment of silence at the game last night? I missed it and was wondering how it went.
Posted by: Zebraskins | November 30, 2007 7:56 AM
Zebra, I saw the moment of silence, however it just sounded like they shut the mikes off for 15-20 seconds. Guys in the stands removed their hats and were respectful, so I had no problem with it.
Today's stuff from Ray is light-years ahead of yesterday's stuff, and maybe J-LA was working with a partial quote yesterday, but go back and read what he said yesterday, and try and make heads or tails of it. It was like Ray was drunk when he made the quote.
Posted by: gregmarino88 | November 30, 2007 8:17 AM
Zebra - Thanks for the update re: DC101 - she usually calls later in the show, so I missed it b/c I was not at work yet. Also read in the Post today that burgulars normally do not carry guns because it will up the minimum sentence if caught. I also watch too much Law & Order and for someone to come to the bedroom means that they had some knowledge of the layout of the house. Just a little too much to think that it was random - at least connected to the previous break-in.
Glad that I can be at the game on Sunday - feel like we gotta let the team know how much we love and support them.
Posted by: suzannepdc | November 30, 2007 8:22 AM
How can it be one's fault if you are murdered at your house??????????????????????????????
Posted by: 4thFloor | November 30, 2007 06:02 AM
No one ever said that it was Sean's fault (unless it was Cowpie - I will not waste my time with that hack). That would be a despicable reach.
I think you are misinterpreting the "I am not surprised" sentiment that some are expressing.
Posted by: CBT | November 30, 2007 8:25 AM
jdixon35 go back and read yesterday statement (Ray Lewis Speack post) that sounded more selfish. Reading this point seems more like a man that is in pain. That doesn't really know how to express it.
I have my Reaper jersey on today. It was hard putting it on this morning. I still can't believe he is gone.
Posted by: jm220 | November 30, 2007 8:31 AM
I just got my rip 21 shirt from bucktown, its nice, Ill be sporting it out sunday.
Posted by: SAK2 | November 30, 2007 8:40 AM
"Today's stuff from Ray is light-years ahead of yesterday's stuff..."
Absolutely. I owe Ray-Ray an apology for the things I thought and said. I suppose in his grief he wasn't nearly as articulate as he wanted to be.
Posted by: blee | November 30, 2007 8:47 AM
Where did that quote come from yesterday? It doesn't even sound like the same guy.
Posted by: Original_etrod | November 30, 2007 8:50 AM
Hey there...Please don't think that because Jasno will focus on the blog through the weekend that this in any way means he won't be his usual hard-charging reportial self. This is the place to stay for up-to-the-instant reports. Jasno has staked this turf, you've been with us all the way, and we want to keep doing that through Monday, which figures to be the saddest day in the history of the Wasington Redskins, does it not? I'm going to take most of today off, but I'll be checking in. Jasno and I will be on earlier than usual Sunday, probably around 10:30 Eastern...please join us.
Posted by: TheCindy | November 30, 2007 9:02 AM
Thanks so much for everything Cyn Cyty.
Posted by: jm220 | November 30, 2007 9:13 AM
Good Morning Everyone,
I love the sentiment regarding wanting to do something special for Sean like retiring his number.
However, has anyone stopped to think how many players have had their number retired?
#33 Sammy Baugh
That's it.
Absolutely, I hate it that Sean was murdered, but having only played three full seasons Sean did not deserve to have his number retired if Sonny J #9 or Darrell Green #28 have not had their numbers retired.
I don't think being murdered is reason to have your number retired. It is reason to be mourned and missed, and so we continue to mourn w/ the family and the Redskin nation, and Redskin organization.
Posted by: RedskinRay1 | November 30, 2007 9:13 AM
Thank you, guys! Having this immediate connection with our readers since August 2006 has been really cool, even if I'm not a fan. We've always brought journalism to it, now it's at a different level. Wish we were discovering this under different circumstances, but that's out of my hands.
In case you missed it, Dan Steinberg has a nice item on the Eastern Motors ads the players do (sorry not all of you have seen them). Check out his post:
http://blog.washingtonpost.com/dcsportsbog/2007/11/sean_taylor_and_eastern_motors.html
Posted by: TheCindy | November 30, 2007 9:17 AM
RedskinRay1 I think he number should be retired because he was murdered. Sean gave it his all each and every week. No matter how bad our team was we knew we could count on him to lay the wood. He was an active player when he was murdered and should be remembered. I do respect that you see it from a different light.
Posted by: jm220 | November 30, 2007 9:18 AM
I just got serious chills reading Cport's quote on wearing the 21. If he rolls out of the tunnel with that number on, I'll go nuts. If he rolls into the endzone with that number on, I think I'll ball like a lil baby.
Keep up the good work Jasno.
Posted by: Pubgolf | November 30, 2007 9:18 AM
Ray;
It is not about the actual retirement of the number. The skins 'unofficially' retire numbers. No #81, #9, #28 for any future or current player.
Sean's number should be included in this. No one should ever wear 21 again. He was killed. Tradgically, in season and possibly one of the best players the skins have ever had.
I think Taylor fits into that company with Monk and Green.
Posted by: Zebraskins | November 30, 2007 9:23 AM
There was an article in SI 2 weeks ago regarding the whole Mike Vick situation. Please understand, I'm in NO WAY, comparing Mike Vick, to ST. Ok?
What the article said was that, in certain situations, when attempting to distance yourself from the people you previously were associated with, its not as easy as it seems. In some cases, because of your 'athlete' status, you're not asked to participate in crimes, or things of that nature, in turn however, once you make it big, you're expected not to forget these people.
Just to clarify, I'm not comparing Vick/Taylor, just putting some information out there.
Posted by: gregmarino88 | November 30, 2007 9:24 AM
Sorry 4th,
I won't be joining any mob type protests against writers who speak their mind. We are not supposed to agree with them all the time, I think Wilbon's comments (and Whitlocks) have been misinterpreted and emotional anger at them is misplaced. I don't need to focus my emotions at people people just b/'c they have ideas, or thoughts. Even Shapiro and Cowherd, who I agree are class A jerks and sloppy at their jobs, would be wasted energy.
Instead I will work harder (I am in education as a career) to work toward focusing my energies, vitrol etc on the host of societal problems that created the context (not the actions...big difference) for this horrific event.
Also I am a huge free speech, freedom of press, market place of ideas guy, and I am not throwing rocks at those ideals just b/c people say things I wouldn't say or don't agree with.
Posted by: chrislarry | November 30, 2007 9:28 AM
I guess I don't understand them and some youse don't understand me.
I never say focus our rage against them. I didn't say spend all my time in life to bring them down. I made one suggestion and now it gets blown up into a free speech thing. I am talking about sensitivity that no one seems to have anymore and that's bad for all man kind.
4thFloor
Posted by: RightWay | November 30, 2007 9:43 AM
I didn't say it was a free speech thing, I said, for me, I am not comfortable focusing my anger, emotion, blaming on people who write or say something.
Thats all, you had a call to action, and I declined with reasons.
Posted by: chrislarry | November 30, 2007 9:51 AM
I think Zebra has the right idea. They don't have to officially retire 21 but they should not hand it out. Sean wasn't hear long but he had enough of an impact on fans (an punters) that when you think of 21, you will think of Sean Taylor.
Cowherd has out jackassed Shapiro and Wilbon.
Posted by: Original_etrod | November 30, 2007 10:03 AM
How did this become a free speech issue? I don't think anyone is saying the reporters don't have the right to voice their opinions but rather that they should have enough sense to know when and where it is appropriate.
You don't yell fire in a crowded room and you don't pile on a person who has just been murdered. It's simple common sense and human decency.
Posted by: Brian2580 | November 30, 2007 10:18 AM
I agree that the number should be "saved" but the best tribute to ST which would last forever would be to play this season out as his father requested and be able to look back and remember how everyone dedicated themselves to his memory on the field. That's what he'd want.
Posted by: DL5 | November 30, 2007 10:22 AM
I think a fitting tribute by the Skins secondary would be for each of them to tape their individual knuckles (and the one above the middle joint, except for the thumb) like Sean Taylor did. That's one of the things I always thought was cool about Sean Taylor, the way he always taped his fingers ... and how he delivered LFM on field every time his fingers were taped that way.
Day 4 ... and I've teared up today too.
Posted by: dcsween | November 30, 2007 10:27 AM
I think it's important to cut people a little slack for just about anything they say after a shocking, sudden, senseless tragedy like this, particularly athletes who suddenly are called upon to be spontaneously reflective and eloquent.
You are, however, free to rip away on anything a columnist writes or a journalist says!
Posted by: TheCindy | November 30, 2007 10:31 AM
dcsween I have twice today so you are not alone. I was just telling my boy it's funny how Sean touch all of even though we never meet him. It feel sas if we lost a family memember.
Posted by: jm220 | November 30, 2007 10:31 AM
Jason
I really admire your reporting, and I appreciate your compassion and professionalism. You've offered insight into a tough situation. I'm bragging on you man, and lots of my friends and Skins fans here in New York depend on your blog for our daily dose.
RIP Sean Taylor, and thanks,
Posted by: amhyatt | November 30, 2007 10:34 AM
jm220, not sure if you saw this one yet from today's WaPo (and not sure if I know who Neely is), but this one speaks to alot of what's been on my mind (like the guest blog from Ehren yesterday). http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2007/11/29/AR2007112902230.html?hpid=topnews
Posted by: dcsween | November 30, 2007 10:41 AM
Thanks dcsween and I did read it this morning.
Posted by: jm220 | November 30, 2007 10:44 AM
I find myself relieved and sickened at the same time regarding the untimely death of Sean Taylor. I am relieved in the fact that his family was unharmed in the face of tragedy. I am relieved in the fact that he is no longer a target, if that accusation was true. However, I am sickened by the theatrics of the popcorn eating Terrell Owens and in the fact of knowing that, for the next few years, he will be navigating easily downfield during games against our beloved football team. I was sickened to see the number 21 on the helmets of other teams. It only served as a reminder of the pain of this last week. I am sickened about thinking how his little girl will never again look into her father's eyes. I am sickened by the fact that on Sunday, this team has to take the field and play a game. While it is true that this may be a cathartic event for the players and coaches, it will be a sad day for me, a fan, knowing #21 is not on the field and that it isn't injury related. I am sickened in the revisionist way in which we had to hear about his past in times of grieving for his present and future.
The finality of death is not lost upon me. It is earth shattering every time it hits close to home. It doesn't matter that I never met this person. It doesn't matter that I never will. I felt a bond with him, as if we are part of the same extended family. Like any other member of a family who dies tragically, this must be grieved until the hurt is gone.
The irony of this tragedy is not lost on me either. Darrent Williams dies tragically and the Broncos very first game after the tragedy is against the Bills. In that game, Kevin Everett was paralyzed and near deaths door. Ironically, the first team we play after Sean's death is against those same Bills. In a very eerie way, this is the only team I would want to face this week.
Whether or not we win or lose is unimportant to me. I cannot look beyond today, but I hope that we keep the rest of our grieving family intact. While this game is a business, these players and these coaches are even more important to me as a fan. I don't care if they aren't the best players or coaches. They are my players and coaches.
Josh Lorenzo
Posted by: authorofpoetry | November 30, 2007 10:53 AM
The Bills can pay tribute by having Brian Moorman have try a fake punt.
Posted by: Original_etrod | November 30, 2007 10:54 AM
Hey everyone... long time lurker here.. I just wanted to opine that perhaps there is such outrage about Wilbon's comments because of how it was framed within Shapiro's grossly inappropriate column on Sean's death. If you read Wilbon's article with some objectivity and the writer's perspective (granted, may be skewed), I don't see the malice that was inferred by Shapiro.
My $.02...
RIP #21... I, one of many, felt the world stop on Monday/Tuesday, and will never forget you.
Posted by: dick | November 30, 2007 11:03 AM
etrod, nice thought, but Moorman now is permanently and psychologically unable to try such a thing a second time.
Posted by: dcsween | November 30, 2007 11:04 AM
It's a bit much to see Ray Lewis, who dodged a murder charge, going on about how frustrating it is when the media brings up old wounds from a person's past.
Posted by: tomtildrum | November 30, 2007 11:30 AM
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JLC - You have been the consummate professional in covering this story. All facts, no speculation, rumors, or opinions. The Redskins Insider has been my #1 source for info since the story broke. My opinions of you have completely changed in the last 4 days. Thanks for giving us what we so dearly needed throughout the week: Truth and Raw Emotion from inside Redskins Park. You've won over a new reader in the process, and have proven to me that all media is not out to stir the pot. Thanks again, and RIP #21 - the backfield of heaven just got one hellava safety.....